ok not done yet

i got really bothered the other day when i realised bon iver wasnt depressive in real life. or if he is, hes now on alot of happy pills. i saw an interview where he was quite sociable. he clearly couldnt have been happy though when he wrote those tracks though. this echos ray lamontagnes career. ray used to be a hobo from maine, worked at a shoe factory, heard stephen stills and started writing. thats perfect. but each sucessive album has been more bright. he used to perform live but without lights because he was scared of the audience. i never had the privelege of seeing this. it really depresses me to no end. we want to relate.